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I hope that opening the box and sharing is helping you self-forgiveness is a long, hard job (like climbing Mt M-F) but there are others on the same march with you. Thank you for sharing this with us.
Well I couldn’t have said it any better than Seth. I also find solace in the fact that others go through the same things in their minds. The act of unboxing those troubling crates is a lifetime venture, but Christ and others around you are always here to do so. I love ya dude and will see you here soon.
What you said at the end hits home, and it’s just a reminder that I’m not alone; How you said your wife said you’ve changed, you’re not the same you. Your guilt of not being able to help.
It’s ironic really, that I came to peace with the chances of me dying when I was over there. Death didn’t scare me. I wasn’t worried about what would happen to me (unless it was getting my testicles blown off, that still scares me) but dying? Not a big deal. If it was my time to go, it was my time to go. Yet even still, I can’t help but feel guilty about the friends I’ve lost over the years. Asking forgiveness from others is the easy part. Asking ourselves to forgive ourself is the hardest thing to do. Wish I had something better to say, but you’re not alone there. I may not have any words of wisdom for you, just know that I’m right next to you, and misery loves company. Sometimes it’s just the simple fact that someone else is sitting in the suck with you that makes things better.
Bob Hern
April 14, 2022 10:47I hope that opening the box and sharing is helping you self-forgiveness is a long, hard job (like climbing Mt M-F) but there are others on the same march with you. Thank you for sharing this with us.
Tony Brewer
April 14, 2022 08:59Well I couldn’t have said it any better than Seth. I also find solace in the fact that others go through the same things in their minds. The act of unboxing those troubling crates is a lifetime venture, but Christ and others around you are always here to do so. I love ya dude and will see you here soon.
Seth
April 14, 2022 08:23What you said at the end hits home, and it’s just a reminder that I’m not alone; How you said your wife said you’ve changed, you’re not the same you. Your guilt of not being able to help.
It’s ironic really, that I came to peace with the chances of me dying when I was over there. Death didn’t scare me. I wasn’t worried about what would happen to me (unless it was getting my testicles blown off, that still scares me) but dying? Not a big deal. If it was my time to go, it was my time to go. Yet even still, I can’t help but feel guilty about the friends I’ve lost over the years. Asking forgiveness from others is the easy part. Asking ourselves to forgive ourself is the hardest thing to do. Wish I had something better to say, but you’re not alone there. I may not have any words of wisdom for you, just know that I’m right next to you, and misery loves company. Sometimes it’s just the simple fact that someone else is sitting in the suck with you that makes things better.
You’re not alone, and thanks for sharing.