Posts filed under: Mental Health

Adrenaline, a bit of fear, anger, confusion, focus… all these things washed over me at once as we low crawled through a thorn bush to a small berm a few yards in front of us....
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I began shouting to the Marine, “Hey, can you hear me? Can you move?!”...
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I hated that man; I hated the General that screwed with the air support....
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They say if you claim something is true long enough, eventually you’ll believe it as well. That’s where I was. Living my own make-believe story....
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This morning as I was making my coffee, I realized just how isolated I've become. I'm actually quite the hermit these days....
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Imagine trying to meet and establish rapport with a new mental health provider over the telephone...
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He was nothing more than a skeleton with skin draped across his bones. His eyes were empty when he looked at us & we knew his time was coming soon....
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The more I’ve thought about it recently, the more I recognize I still need some serious help.  It’s exhausting though, having to start the process over and over again, explaining myself to someone....
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While I didn't initiate every fight, I certainly didn't back down once challenged. Whether he "threw the first punch" or I did, it didn't matter....
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There was an overwhelming sense of relief and peace as soon as I quit....
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That was a battle I wasn’t prepared to fight. How do you calmly & lovingly explain to your daddy that his body can no longer support his weight? How do you tell your daddy that...
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Admitting it out loud is one of the scariest things I’ve ever done.  Telling someone you know that you have......
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By the end of the seven days, my dad decided to stop all cancer treatments & transition to home hospice. Exactly one week after my dad was admitted to the hospital, I cleared out his...
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What angle does the barrel of a Glock 19 need to be to optimally blow my brains out when I squeeze the trigger?...
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My dad was delirious & continued to yell at the paramedics as they strapped him to the stretcher. When they passed through the last doorway, my dad caught hold of the door frame &...
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